Satu rencana dadakan.. selalu saja begitu, klo direncanain jauh2 hari pasti ga jadi, tapi klo dadakan ya cap cus cing, langsung jadi =D. Berencana ke Pare bareng temen kalo beneran libur panjang wisuda tapi malah ditinggal tu teman nikah, ga jadi. Bosen dirumah dua bulan lamanya tanpa acara langsung saja nodong mamak buat ngasih biaya ke Pare mengingat modal di dompet tinggal 200 rebong.. <akibat langsung dari banyaknya temen2 yang nikah sebelum keburu penempatan.. pewhh..musim nikah beneran, dah!!>.. dan jadilah, perjalanan ke Pare pun dimulai. MOdal rute dari internet -ibuk masih kuatiran jgan2 itu rute penipuan dan aku sendirian dan aku anak perempuan satu-satunya di antara sekian anak laki-lakinya =D - akhirnya bisa juga nyampe ke perempatan Tulungrejo. Naik becak dengan ongkos kemahalan tapi diniatin shodaqoh bisa juga nyampek depan tempat kursus yang udah diboking.. tapi tutup, ngeekkk!! Akhirnya jalan ke camp.. nama campnya F.A.J.A.R. terletak di ujung desa. Nyesel?? of course not.. it's was the best part of everything, mengingat saya yang salah daftar kelas <harusnya ambil level yang tinggian dikit.. halah..>; perjalanan dari rumah ke Pare yang cukup meminta kesabaran lebih dari biasanya dan kegalauan level the master.. <yah, sebenarnya mau ke Pare ini untuk menenangkan arwah penasaran dalam diri hehe>.
Dua minggu hidup di Pare itu.. tenang..
lu pernah ngrasain hidup yang begitu IKHLAS.. ?? gw.. di Pare.. itu ikhlas.. maybe it's not Pare that made it perfect .. but the camp..
seharusnya ini juga ditulis sehari dua setelah gw balik dari kampung itu, tapi yahh.. hehe.. akhirnya baru sekarang, saat gw rindu dan pengen balik ke sono.. ke camp sederhana itu.. temaram lampu depan rumahnya, musim hujannya, rame bocahnya, langit-langitnya yang gw pandangin tiap terlentang, kerumunan laronnya di musim hujan, yasinan tiap malam jum'atnya, bunyi kerikil tergerus ban sepeda.. jalanan depan Daffodil mpe jalan raya tulungrejonya, yang gw lewatin buat jalan2 tiap jam setengah 6 pagi, pake headphone berasa kayak syuting video klip haha, kebon tebunya, aliran irigasi di pinggirannya, udara pagi dengan sedikit kabutnya, pemandangan pegunungannya, ibuk dan bapak yang lagi jalan pagi mesra berdua dan gw sapa pake senyum meski gw ga tau siapa, menunggu matahari dan balik ke camp lagi buat study club...
hmm.. saking ikhlasnya, rasanya gw rela nyapu halaman itu camp tiap pagi dari runtuhan daun mangga dan rembu'en. Gw rela kerja bakti tiap weekend bersihin halaman meski diserbu nyamuk2 ganas.. mungkin klo gw ga terikat ikatan dinas, hidup di sana bisa menjadi satu pilihan <dapat tawaran juga dari yang punya.. hehe>.. see, i totally fall for this place..
To all of you, folk!! Fajar camp..
I've been falling in love with this place since the first time I've arrived. Such a quiet and peaceful place, so clear and fresh.. It reminded me about my old village, about my child age, my old self and happy things.
From the every possibility of hundred camp and boarding house, my beloved God drop me in Fajar. From the every possibility of meeting a thousand of people, my beloved God let me close to you and make a friendship. for me.. it's a wonderful coincidence. i just a couple days here but you all have became my new family. I've Learned a lot of things from u all, dreams and struggle to reach it. when one of you said "the master of grammer ya Allah..!!!" with full of hope, i just realize when is it the last time i have that kind of passion?? I have forgotten about my dreams one by one when i am getting bigger and u blow it all back to my mind. thanks a lot..This place made me comfort to the bottom of my heart. The familiarity, simplicity, religiosity and wisdom. i really wanted to make u all as happy as i am,,,
I also wanna say sorry for all of my mistakes.. two week is long enough to make a mountain of mistakes.. i just dont mean to do that..
to Ms Fitrihanum, our beloved sister, mother and friend.. thx for taking care of me and all of us this whole time.. become our single mother.. i'll hug you in every chance, i hope.. =)) u're such an angel with bright smile, great spirit, awesomeness and little bit a lot of freak side.. hehe
to Camp 2, Dina.. u reminded me to my oldself, Aina.. beloved little sister who will be the master of english, Fitri.. ahh, you are and all (rida, tutut, mbak hafi, lia, ulfa, mita, gw ga hafal satu2 sorry bangeettt T_T).. thx for the birthday ceremony of mine..and all of happily days..=)
to camp 1, fino..i miss ur spongebob's laugh and, adi..u're so polite and delicate, dhani..te around the world's guy, mr. rachmat..the biologist and all who i dont know the name hehe.. i miss ur roaring when u watched the soccer match and thx for the water.. =D
my VOS4 and VOS5 friends and tutor.. mr alif and mr robert(rabbit).. i'll never forget ur energy..
i hope we can meet in the other circumstance.. the better one.. aamiin!!
I'm a girl with a lack capability of do such a proper goodbye. So, I usually just put a smile on my face, hug you one by one, and say goodluck. But, my heart keep saying everything is fine and I always can go back to this place anytime. The thing that I do want to ignore is when I get back to this place, the people will never be the same. Also, go back to this place is not as easy as I imagine and the worst thing is I didnt have a choice but left. But, this experience will make me wiser than before.. aamiinn!!
maybe i cant say hello to every single you in every day, but if u need some helps or someone to share ur happiness and sadness maybe i can be one of ur choices..
Selayaknya sebuah perkenalan yang berlanjut.. maka waktu akan menjaga keakrabannya..=)
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| a lot of thanks to a lot of fiends.. |
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